My mother is a drug addict
The amount of times Ive had to call 911 for her is outrageous in my opinion. When I was young, I had to physically pull her half dead body out of our bathtub. It really fucked me up
sorry to be depressing, Ive just held it in for so long
@sociablePineapple8905 I'm so sorry...I can't even imagine how much that puts you through. I pray that everything will be okay for you and your family.
@QuietMuse thank you I appreciate it
@QuietMuse thank you, I appricite it
@sociablePineapple8905
this sounds like a really hard situation to grow up with and I am so sorry you have to go through this... Do you have any help from other family or a therapist to handle this? thumbs up for sharing a bit of your story 
sometimes only just talking about what we go through helps us to see ways of handling it and I hope you can find some help around here...
@ImperfectCherry
I cant afford to see a therapist right now and my family is somewhat supportive of the situation but its hard to talk to them about it
@sociablePineapple8905
yes, I can understand how hard it is to speak about your situation, even to close people like your family, but I'm glad you still get at least a bit of support.... and yes, the problem with therapies being unaffordable is a sad but common problem... Sometimes you can find good support groups of non-profit organizations, perhaps that would be an option to look into... and of course you are at the right place for support here 
you can talk to a listener, talk to others in the chatrooms or in the forums and you can find some help in the self-help guides... you are very welcome to pm me whenever you like and I will come back to you
Hey.
I also grew up with a mother who was an addict. I understand how challenging and awful it can be. All the lying and lack of nurturing from someone who is supposed to be there for you and responsible for you. I hope you can find some support here and realize that you arent alone.
@Npepsicola thank you, I appreciate it. Its hard for people to understand if theyve never had to deal with a parent who is addicted to drugs