"TW" The Trap

I'm good at door blocking and skipping around vehicle's

I learned at a young age how to block doors and how to skip around cars at a young age from my hero and role model who is protecting me and my brother

See I was playing with the babysitters children in one part of the driveway like a normal four or five-year-old would be when my mom showed up unannounced and the babysitter and her husband had a little argument between my mom telling her she was either too late or too early to pick up my brother and I so then the babysitter and her husband grabbed their children and my brother and took them inside My mom took me around the corner from their house and asked a four or five-year-old if she should go back into the house then we went back into the house so after this trap that happened to my mom My mom was very naive I found out later in life that she would lock me in my bedroom when she couldn't handle me crying and my dad would hear it from the neighbors when he got home he had the high powerful job back then I'm glad everything happened to my mom that day

So I have two sides to me I have the Jason / Jennifer side The Jason side is the barbaric side that would do everything suddenly and against mom's will just like the babysitter's husband did but the Jennifer side wants to confront mom peacefully in an office session with one of her therapist mom always wanted a daughter she's getting her daughter and on the confrontation day after the confrontation at the office Jennifer and Mom are going to do a mother and daughter thing we will skip around the outside of her car together at a park

So I have two sides to me I have the Jason / Jennifer side The Jason side is the barbaric side that would do everything suddenly and against mom's will just like the babysitter's husband did but the Jennifer side wants to confront mom peacefully in an office session with one of her therapist mom always wanted a daughter she's getting her daughter and on the confrontation day after the confrontation at the office Jennifer and Mom are going to do a mother and daughter thing we will skip around the outside of her car together at a park

On days like today I'm able to practice standing against my door for a while and sometimes it could be really enjoyable

If I could I think I would be able to do everything that the babysitter's husband did to my mom and I would be able to do it myself That's why I see a therapist because I have so much anger and hatred towards my mom

They have two different therapists with two different styles of therapy which is good for me One is away right now because she just got her license but as soon as she comes back I will be able to see her again so then I will be back to having two therapists again

Dinky dinky doubt it out

Dinky dinky doubt it out