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It's been 15 years and I never really thought about it or acknowledged what happened. I was able to read stories, watch TV shows, or even see scenes in movies about it without feeling panicked or sick.
I know I never talked with anyone about it and after years of denying it I guess it's to be expected but I really didn't.
Now there's a show I'm watching and I like it but everytime they touch on the subject it makes me uncomfortable to the point I want to cry. I hate these feelings they make me feel weak.
I miss the times where i dissociated and even though the memories had my face i still didn't believe it was me or that it happened to me. I just needed to rant I guess.
Just wanted to leave you a safe hug if that
@crimsonLime6525 thank you 🙂
@Collateraldamage7 - It can be tough when suddenly something brings up those feelings or memories even when similar things didn't used to impact you like that. It sounds like there's a lot of emotion coming up right now - would it help to talk about what happened?
@Anomalia
I think for now, I'm just going to ease into it. Thanks for the offer I appreciate it and once I'm ready I'll reach out
@Collateraldamage7
Thanks for opening up here :) It is very encouraging and I hope it helps to talk about it.
@humorousBeing8966
Thanks, it's starting to help a bit.
