Traumatic Event : TW: ER

I know a plan , that I made while talking on the hotline. I’ve been avoiding the emergency room (ER) because I have been there before, hints traumatic experience. But at this point, sadly that’s the number 1 place I wanna be currently. Just have to wait till after my schedule gym appointment is . I can’t miss it . Already canceled on them once in the past two weeks. And it’s now less than 24 hours. So, can’t do that. Reasons behind that… complicated. Parents complicated relationship. It’s annoying.