abused and violated by my parents
so... my name's savannah and im 13. ive been being abused by my parents for my whole life because they hate me and never wanted me.. i didnt think it could get worse than it already was until they did something so bad that it left me waking up every night screaming and crying and never able to fall back asleep. it happened recently.. i missed a lot of school already this year and i fell really far behind and have super low grades, so i have had to stay after school a lot and i have had to do a lot of homework every night at home. my mom yelled at me because i didnt finish something after i had already done a lot and really wanted to go to sleep. she pulled me into the living room and made me take off most of my clothes.. i wouldnt take anything off, so she ripped everything off of me and then tied my hands and feet. my dad came in the room with a piece of wood while my mom held me down, and started hitting my butt until it was bright red and then he rolled me over.. he put his whole hand in my... other area.. and started punching it and then he raped me. when i went to school, i had to go to the bathroom and i saw blood.. so i cleaned stuff up after i went and then i went to the counselors office and she took me to the nurse so i could tell her and show her what was going on..
i never thought parents thought this is okay to do.. my parents have tried to kill me but almost dying isnt as bad as what they did to me.
I'm so sorry that they did that to you. You didnt deserve that. I'm so glad you told someone however. I know how scary it is to step up and ask for help with stuff like this. Hugs! @ItzSavannah
i sat in a hallway that was empty after i went to the bathroom and i cried for like a half hour.. 2 teachers found me and didnt ask what class i was supposed to be at and they took me to the offices. since the day before school when that happened ive had nightmares every night
It is hard and it is scary. Again I'm sorry that you had to go through that. You didnt deserve that and it isnt your fault sweetie. Hugs.@ItzSavannah
i get flashbacks every time i try to talk about it..
Sadly, they wont go away until you process it. They are always hard to deal with. Just remember when these happen to breathe. I know when i have them I always tap or count. Hugs.@ItzSavannah
@ItzSavannah im so sorry that happened to you but im so glad you decided to tell the school counselor and nurse what they did im sure now that some adults know whats going on there people will do what they can to help your life be better but this is a good place to talk to people and find people who have been through some of the same things your going through and thatll help too so keep posting here in this thread you created whatever new things happen in your life
