Abuser out of prison
Hey so my abuser got out of prison last year and it's weird but I had so much going on I kind of forgot to process it. I won't get specific but I have a health problem from the r*pe and it seems worse lately and it's been triggering a lot of feelings of anger and frustration that he's now out in the world after everything he put me through. Just wanting to rant or wonder how anyone else has dealt with these feelings.
love to all of you dealing with this shit.
@Kikirare
I want to start by saying I am sorry to hear about what happened to you and that they have released him from prison. I can understand the anger and frustration that you are feeling because he's free while you're stuck with the ramifications from his abuse. I am glad you're starting to try to process what you're feeling and posting here is definitely a start. This man does not deserve another moment of your mind.
I can't imagine what you've been through. I would have felt the same way had I been in your situation. I have been molested, thrice, and I know it's quite normal to feel angry when the perpetrators roam freely. I want you to know that you are not alone. We are all with you. You are stronger than you think you are. We all are. Feel free to rant. Love & Respect! 💙
@Kikirare... I'm so sorry for your horrible experience, you are so strong and a beautiful survivor. I get it, my abuser is free to live his life while I suffer the physical leftovers. Mines a different situation but a sexual assault just the same, the fallouts similar. My ailment is so triggering and I'm struggling too. I have CPTSD MDD Anxiety. I have to say therapy has been super helpful, with meds. I am processing and trying to heal from all I've dealt with. I have done alot of writing in the process and it's helping. I think the sooner you process it all the better for you. I think reaching out here on 7 cups is a great step towards healing. It's helped me alot and there's amazing beautiful ppl here who care. It makes me feel not so alone in all of this. I care and pray for you. You can rant here we will listen with tender caring hearts. Best 💜 ABB