Struggling with my thoughts (trigger warning)
I love using the chatrooms they make me happy but sometimes I also feel kinda dumb. I never went to school. My owners taught me how to read and write but everything else I've had to learn these past three years. It's hard because I can't follow deep conversations very well and I keep waking what words mean and confusing things because I don't understand. 😢 but I'm trying I really am I think I'm doing ok. I just want to make friends have company and learn who I am. I no I'm not alone so everyone stay strong keep going we can do this
@Tinywhisper11 I get this 100% me and my boyfriend are having a falling out. I feel alone because I have no friends and leaned on him so much that he broke. I don't know if we can stay together but I don't want to lose him. I need to make new friends and talk to other people than overwhelming one person who also deals with stuff.
@friendlyDay5809 aww hugs ❤ I guess we just keep trying
@Tinywhisper11 I feel like this alot. I did do some actual at school stuff - I don't remember most of it though and then I was home schooled by my grandparents. When you're not quite sure if you're understanding things - maybe it's ok to ask? Alot of times people will understand why you're asking questions - especially here. Try to be patient with yourself :)
@mytwistedsoul thanks I am trying ❤ yeah maybe asking is ok ❤ thankyou
@Tinywhisper11
If i may ask, who are your owners that you keep referring to?
@LostTurtle22 I was a slave it was a religious cult
@Tinywhisper11
Hello, so nice to meet you. I detect a very sweet spirit in you. I agree with everyone that has replied to you. I think you express yourself well,, I don't see why anyone would have a problem answering any questions you have or giving you a better understanding of what they are saying would be a problem at all. as the old saying goes, "in all thy getting, get understanding". We are all here to help each other along our path regardless. Thank you for sharing this post with us. We are here for you and my desire is that you obtain all the. support you need and find many new friends here. I look forward to seeing you around the site. Welcome to the 7cups family❤️😊
@scarletPear1945 thanks ❤ there are lots of nice people here ❤ I hope to see you around too ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Thanks for answering my question. So sorry you had to go through this trauma. There are nice people here, and everyone has some issues more or less, but I bet you most here takes freedom for granted. Your story and recent world news teach us we shouldn't take freedom for granted. If you feel like telling your story here helps rather than re-traumatizes you, please do so.
@Tinywhisper11 My recommendation is that you don't use words unless you understand what they mean, for example the word "love". You've been so traumatized you don't understand the difference between friendship and romance. Your boundaries have been so violated, you lack appropriate boundaries in your relationships. Flirting and making sexual comments are against 7 cups rules. You should look into getting therapy through the National Health Service.
@Regmo I am in therapy and yeah I know. Believe me I'm trying really really hard
@Tinywhisper11
I'm so proud of you - the way you are making the best of what this site has to offer, you are simply an amazing example of how strong your mind still is after all you have been through ... and getting stronger every day ... building on what you have learned and learning from within - what makes you feel better?
You can teach us so much by showing us how well you have mastered to cope ... thanks so much!
@RedStar01 I'll write a post about it and tag you ❤ maybe your right, I've learnt so much from listening to others, maybe people can learn from my story too ❤❤ thankyou ❤gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Yes, you are showing me how we can actually have a nice, ongoing conversation here, reinforcing our positive feelings for each other ... pointing our ideas in the right direction so we have a better chance of discovering what the real world is all about and not be held back by some wrong assumptions ... :)
Your positive energy speaks loud and clear ... you are making amazing progress - congratulations!
@RedStar01 awww thankyou ❤❤ you really are a star. Gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
You're doing an amazing job! It's incredible how much you've learned on your own, especially without traditional schooling. It's completely normal to feel overwhelmed at times but as you yourself said you're not alone in this journey! Your determination and effort are truly inspiring. Keep being yourself, keep learning, and keep reaching out. You deserve all the happiness and friendship in the world. We're all here for you, cheering you on! •ᴗ•
@Taskeen07 thankyou so much ❤❤ I've learnt so much and I continue trying very hard ❤
@Tinywhisper11 I am so sorry. That must be hard. I hope things are slowly getting better for you and that this eventually is a past memory. I am able to chat if you want or you can message me anytime and we can try to figure out some options to help find a path that works for you.
@Enduringsunshine799 hi sunshine ❤ thankyou that's very kind, but I think I'm doing ok ❤❤ are you feeling better than yesterday when I saw you??
