Tube feeding *TW*
*TW for food repulsion and abuse*
I recently was put on tube feeding because I got severely underweight. I've struggled quite a lot with food and trying to eat due to past traumas associated with food. The food textures really overwhelms me and makes me want to throw up. It's like my brain freezes. I've to go to some sessions now with my nurse to learn more about how to live with and manage tube feeding and for hospital checkups. So far it's been hard managing with tube feeding and something like a plastic feeling attached to me
It sounds incredibly challenging, and it's completely understandable that you're feeling this way. Dealing with food and eating is already hard enough when you have past traumas, and now having to manage tube feeding on top of that must feel overwhelming. It's good that you have your nurse sessions; they can be really helpful. I imagine it must be strange and uncomfortable to get used to something like tube feeding. The plastic feeling sounds like it could be really tough to get used to.
@CheeryMango it does gets overwhelming. I'm really trying to do get used to it and the schedule and how to properly use the tube and clean it. thank you for understanding ❤️
@clare7199. Trigger warning ⚠️
I just read an old post of yours about responses in sexual abuse. It was such a brave and important post that you wrote. I’m sorry to hear that you are struggling. You will be in my thoughts and I hope that you will be able to learn to manage and live with the tube with the help of the nurse.
@adventurousBranch3786 thank you ❤️ i hope it helps someone. It's a constant struggle but i hope I'll overcome it all some day
i think I'm slowly getting used to the feel of tube feeding. i felt alot of tightness in my stomach because of the feeding tube. Idk how to explain it. But it's a feeling like everything is contracting. i got an infection on my stomach at the feeding tube place because of SH. but my doctor thankfully it's not serious. she prescribed me antibiotics and I've been taking them and i think it made it better
@clare7199. I’m glad to hear this update from you and that you are getting used to the tube (slowly). It’s a good thing that they were able to prescribe antibiotics for the infection and it’s getting better. It’s always good to hear from you.
@adventurousBranch3786 thank you. you're so kind ❤️
@clare7199 I've been there a few times, I'm sorry you struggle with this too.😞 I struggle to eat good cause of trauma too, so I understand what your going through. Stay strong sweetie ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
@Tinywhisper11 thank you. a warm hug for you as well if that's ok ❤️ i hope it gets easier for us ❤️
@clare7199 it will get easier ❤ we can do this ❤ hugs you back ❤
@Tinywhisper11. @clare7199. I hope it will get easier and I am rooting for the both of you.
@adventurousBranch3786 ❤❤ thanks branch ❤❤
@clare7199 I'm deeply sorry to hear about your struggle; I'm sure it's been challenging and tough to adjust to a feeding tube. However, I just want to say how brave you are and how strong for seeking help. That can't have been easy for you. I've struggled with my eating habits my whole life, I understand your pain and I'm only a message away if needed. You are an inspiration to all of us who suffer. Stay amazing!
@clare7199 I'm so sorry to hear that and so sorry that you have to go through that clare .But i just wanna say I'm so proud of you for pushing through everyday. Your story will inspire lots of people.
