Blackout....
Im sixteen I just moved to a new state and my new friend invited me to a party at this girls house. I wanted to make new friends and meet people that went to a new school. I knew it was going to be a large party but this was bigger than I imagined. I had quite a few drinks, but I've never been a light weight. My friend and I went to the media room upstairs with a couple guys, it was empty. We played video games for about an hour before I said I'd be right back and went to the bathroom.... When I got back it was just one of the guys, he said that our friends just went to get more drinks. I said okay so I finished the drink I already had.. After about ten minutes I just started to feel dizzy. My new guy friend started to rub up on my leg and I was too jumbled to push him off. I remember trying to get up off the couch but he pulled me back down into his lap and pressed me down into the couch... He said his friends would love to come join and that if I screamed or didn't do what he said that they'd all come in and take turns. I could hardly talk and eventually I blacked out. The next morning all the girls thought I just went to bed. It's 4 in the morning. I keep dreaming and imagining the details of what happened when I blacked out. I haven't talked to anyone about it since it happened. Im scared to fall asleep and relive my nightmare....
@Shelbytoday
:O I'm sorry to hear this happened to you. He was wrong to do that. Do you think he took advantage of you when you blacked out? They might have drugged you which is why you blacked out! It may be a good idea to tell someone you trust about this and maybe even the police. You need to get it off your chest and get the right support. If you think you've been raped, you could go to rape crisis centre/doctor to get swabbed for DNA, but that's usually best straight after, when you haven't washed. I hope things work out for you and you can move past this.
@SilentSerenityy
Its been about a month since it happened... I'm struggling sleeping at night. I keep having dreams that remind me of that night about what happened after I blacked out. I feel so lonely I have nobody to talk to. Nobody knows about it I haven't told anyone. I'm not interested in finding who it is. I just want to move on.