Endless torment of trauma
I've been sexually assaulted by 4 different people, multiple occasions, since I was 10 years old, I've been groped, groomed, r*ped, molested. I've been in a relationship with a pedophile, who groomed me and abused me, and I just constantly relive everything in my mind everyday. And I'm just trapped in my mind and I feel like I'm going mad. It's awful and I'm completely alone in this, I have no one to talk to about it, I have no one at all.
Hello there <3 I'm so sorry to hear about what's been happening to you. Your feelings are completely valid, and you are not alone. This community wants to help you in any way possible, and we're here for you no matter what happens. What happened to you is terrible, and we want to help you recover. You deserve to live a normal and peaceful life, full of love and kindness <3
We have some resources dedicated to helping you work through this that you can check out here:
Surviving domestic assault self-help guide: https://www.7cups.com/domestic-assault-survivor/
Traumatic experiences self-help guide: https://www.7cups.com/traumatic-experience-help/
Alternatively, you can try connecting with a trained active listener to talk about this. 7Cups is here to help you, and we're happy to support you in any way we can, so do let us know if there's any way we can help.
Stay safe, take care, and have a restful day :-)
@hopebeyondpain thank you so much <3
️TW ️was once in a position on line where someone was asking me constantly for stuff I said no blocked them they kept finding ways contact me one day I asked a friend for help they made it worse sent something not a nude just a photo of me in my shorts and sports bra i was very insecure with myself tho at that time so it hurt me and scared me, now ik I should of told someone all about what happened that year because there's a lot more too that and I'm still scared tell people idk who I can truly trust it was a form sexual assault I asked someone bc I was forced talk about it my moms friend is a cop so she told me and now wants me open up more about it to someone else I honestly don't know what to do