Flashbacks to an untold story!

I keep thinking about something that happened when I was 14 before I was raped at 15.

I went to the shops with my friend and after shopping we were going to the cinema. We sat on bench eating some food and an older guy maybe in his 20s kept looking at us. My friend said she though he was "fit" I had no interest in anything like that. Eventually he came over and started talking to us. He wanted us to go to his flat, I said no as we didn't know him and also I wanted to see the film.

Anyway in the end I went along with my friend, I had no idea where we were going. We ended up in this guys flat. I was so scared as he locked the door when we went in. My friend didn't seem bothered. After about an hour I wanted to leave as he was trying stuff with us and I just wanted out. He wouldn't let us leave until one of us had kissed him and touched him. It was me he went for. I was so scared and wanted to throw up. I felt awful. I did what he said and we left. He walked us part way back and then left. I ran so fast, my friend was laughing. I certainly wasn't.

This is the first time I've told anyone, I've only ever focused on the rape which was a year later. Not related either. Sorry for the long post x x x