How to move on?
I married a woman with narcisistic traits for 11 years.
In the end I was just sick, I woke up every day with pain and sickness, panick atacks on daily basis, often more than one per day.
After the divorce I seek for a shrink and was diagnosed with C-PTSD, in therapy I discover a hidden memory, I was abused sexually e psichologic by my mother. This memory hit me in december of 2018.
I made my treatment, and get a lot better, no more panic, my pain and sickness are almost gone, I married a wonderful woman, but I still strugling with these memories and what this have done with my sexuality.
Anyone that pass trough this wanna talk?
@SurvivingBR
You take it one day at a time. There are going to be days where things are harder than others but then you're also going to have really good days. Do you still see your therapist? Can you ask for resources or information on local groups? There tends to be support groups where you can join and meet others who have similar trauma.