I don't know what to do

@Heyitsirum Hello. I'm very sorry you're in this situation. Your cousin is completely in the wrong. No means no, end of. He has no right to your space, your body, and he's not just abusing you but he's abusing the situation as well. I can fully understand why you don't want to say anything, truly. It's family and it could cause a huge disruption. Better that than you risking yourself when you stay there. It's only a matter of time before he goes further. His confidence will grow and he'll think he can get away with it. Tell your dad. Being very honest, your cousin hasn't left you with a choice, you cannot sacrifice your safety and your family ultimately would not want you to. Stand strong, don't stay if he's there, and do speak out. Either way, there are consequences but at least telling someone means it has the chance to stop. Try to put yourself outside the situation. What would you advise if it were someone else in your situation. Then you can see that this is not your fault, that your cousin has to take full responsibility for his actions, and he alone has to face the fallout because he's the one in the wrong. Not you. Take care and here if ever you need support. Janet