Is This Rape ???
Okay so about a year ago on my 18th bday i had met this guy who seemed pretty cool . Fast forward to later that night at my hotel party we were alone in the room . He was drunk and I was high . But we were kissing and touching or whatever . We started having sex but it was only my second time so it hurt like bitch . So after a few minutes i changed my mind . i told him to stop . but he didnt . i tried to push him off . but he pushed me down . i repeatedly told him to stop and pushed him . but i was ignored and he continued until he was "done" . Now i know i orignally consented but can i withdraw my consent ? Or am i suppose to just stick it out ? Was that rape or am i just being a little bitch ?
@JeyImon
Hello, Jeylmon 
I'm so sorry for your experience. It doesn't matter if consent was given previously. Even if you are in the middle of intercourse, you have every right to withdraw that consent and if it's not respected, it is considered rape. Please do NOT bury your feelings, that will only make things worse. This is not your fault hun. It takes a lot of courage to speak out, I'm proud of you. Xx
@TrueArrow thank you so much . You are very helpful . I just wasnt sure if my feelings were valid .
@JeyImon I'm so sorry this happened to you - you did nothing wrong so please never believe you did. As True Arrow pointed out, you have the right to say stop during sexual activity at any point & have that respected.
Your feelings are entirely valid & you've every right to feel them. I hope you feel able to continue to talk this through with a listener (I'd recommend searching for Verified Listeners as they've undergone a mock chat with a mentor to ensure better quality😊).
Take good care of yourself for now, much love to you. 💖
@IAmHere83 thanks so much . I really appreciate it . And you are right im looking for a verified listener now .