I was only five, why do I blame myself ?
Its hard to understand how there can be such sick people out there. I now have to live with all the memories and tourture that was put on my shoulders as a innocent five year old child. I always ask myself, what did I do so wrong to deserve such torture? Or why didn't this guy go through the torture I had too. It hurts deeply and I blame myself everyday. I have bad depression, anexity, and much more. And I'm sure it's because of that expirence...
@BeautifulSoul1999
That sounds a really painful memory, and like you have a lot of unresolved feelings over it. I do hope you're able to get access to some professional therapy to really get to the bottom of it. There are indeed some people in this world who do things I can only describe as evil....and to harm a little girl of five years old is a terrible act....an act that young child is in no way to blame for. YOU, beautiful soul that you are, it's NOT your fault. Please try and let go of the burden of self blame.
