Memories
Few years ago, I learnt that I suppressed memories of some traumatic situations when I was a child, around 9 I apparently called ambulance when my grandma had a heartattack and at 12 I found my friend laying in her own blood. Ever since then I cannot help thinking that there might be more and sometimes I get this random flashbacks, a man touching me inappropriately in a bus, sitting on man's lap and feeling uncomfortable. I have a massive trust issues in general because of my dad (who didn't really want kids) and I have a deep fear of all men. Sometimes I'm sure that I was abused, sometimes I think I make it up to understand better my fear. Does anyone feel something similar? How much should I treat these "memories"?
@blueCake467
Memories are tricky things........ while many will say believe all things you "remember" there have been noted cases of false memory..... so it is hard to form thoughts on flashes of maybe.
i think even when looking back with 20/20 hindsight people....... view situations differently ........ you should feel good getting help for your grandma at a young age.
example i remember items that i always thought went one way but looking back things look differently....