Really struggling

I shared the story of my childhood abuse on here before. I was starting to feel normal again. I was hanging out with friends and starting to feel happy for the first time.

Last night that changed. Someone I believed to be a good friend raped me. I had been drinking a little but I still know what happened. He broke my wrist and two of my ribs. Now I just feel like I have a target on my back. How many times can this happen to one person? I feel scared to go anywhere. I haven’t been able to sleep because I have nightmares. I can’t eat. All I can think about is what happened last night. It just runs through my mind constantly and I don’t know how to make it go away