Shame
Every time I speak about my dad touching him self next to me I can see him cringe well I was told I should accept it I’m struggling to do so I can’t help but feel like with all the sexual abuse I’ve lived ive been touched for life stained as if I carry their touches with me everyday how can I just go back to normal
I don't have an answer but I hold onto that time will help
Someone once told me that all cells in your body are replaced within 7 years and at that point he wouldn't have touched you and I think about that more often then I should... I've just hit 7 years though and I don't know if I feel better
Wow. A hell's angel told me when I was a kid. "A bike thief and a child abuser are one and the same. I was little too little to understand anything, so he told me. "That bike in the driveway is a custom built Harley that I put together with my own hands using parts they don't make anymore. If it was stolen I could buy a new bike. But not THAT bike. That's what abuse does to a kid."
