Was this sexual assault?
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I’m not sure when it started or when it ended but the age that marked me the most was 10 years old. So my sister was 5 years older than me and she at night would ask me to play with her like pretending we were two people in a party or me being a doctor and all those stuff ended up with me on top of her while she would kiss me and put my hands on her *** while she would make me rub on her so she would ***. I’m not sure if it’s sexual assault but I need help so I can start healing from it pls
It does sound that way to me. Does it feel like it was assault to you? How do you feel when you type that description?
@kikavaz06
It could be ......
most likely as it sounds a bit detailed.......... instead of innocent time in child hood where some kids who play something like........ you show me yours and i will show you mine type of games.
It will be a difficult thing to get over .... you trusted her and i am assuming did not share with anyone like your parents etc.
“Sexual abuse, is an abuse of power. If a more powerful sibling, who may be older or stronger, bribes or threatens a weaker sibling into sexual activity, that is called sexual abuse.”
You can talk with a Counselor or therapist who has speciality on the topic of sexual assault it will be helpful to you.
I want to add that 5 years age difference can be an indicator that its not a “play between siblings” for some cases.