help?

Hiya.. well, this feels pretty strange writing, but I'm here to tell part of my story and get your thoughts, whoever you are out there reading this. My assault occured at 13. I still live eye sight away from the place of my trauma. I'm proud to say that I think I've made a lot of improvement since my assault, but there's still some things that are bugging me.

For one, I have an absolutely incredible teacher (we'll call him Mr B for his privacy). I love him, he's been an incredible help in my healing process. However, the stupid voice in my head of the man who assaulted me, keeps yelling to not trust ANY men, to not allow myself close to them, to not wear anything other than jeans and hoodies, to hide myself. I don't want to do that. Mr B is amazing to me. And I think I'm ready to show him my scars, I'm just afraid that he'll judge me based off of them. Can I get your thoughts? do you think I should show him my scars? or should i continue to hide up?

thanks lovelies xxx