;anxious, suicidal, annoyed, on-edge, pained, depressed, unworthy, unfocussed, angry and pathetic.
@adriez
It sounds like you have experienced a range of negative emotions after having been bullied. Sorry to hear you have been through this; hoping you find methods to effectively cope with these.
Shame, anxiety, fear, horror, stressed, hate for myself....
When I was in 1st grade (7yearsold-Im 22now) 15 years ago, anti-bully didnt really exist. There were 2 sixth graders on my bus. They were so much bigger than me. Every morning, one of them would either verbally and/or phisically abuse me, my twin sister or both of us. They would punch us in the stomach, call us names, push us. Its horrendus really. My sister and I told the bus driver, the teachers, the PRINCIPAL. No one did shit! These kids were NOT suspended off the bus for inappropriate behavior! They were NOT punished by the principal. They were not punished at all! My sister and I tried to hit back but failed. They were too big for us to handle. Kids on the bus didnt care. No one helped. No one said stop. (Horrible I know)
bullying should be punished by the law. I am thankful to God those kids didnt hurt me or my sister enough to be hospitalized. Its so sad to think that people bully others. Nick and Anthony-this is you. I hope you two arent bullying anyone else. (Theyre probably in jail today.)
@Maryhadalittlelamb95
Oh honey I'm so sorry.
I'm also a female twin and idk why but being in school is awkward enough with everyone being like..confused by your existence.
And yea I can relate to the verbal part. Idk if we're an easy target or what.
Sending support and love ❤
me and my twin sister went through pretty much the same in the hands of skinny bones chinny knickers kwak kwak and onion sweat and fart face. Karma has punished me for being bullied and they all have landed on their feet whilst banana nose is bullying me. @Maryhadalittlelamb95
... worthless, fat, isolated, not good enough, shame, afraid--- untrusting and angry...
Fearful, hesitant, reluctant, depressed and feeling completely worthless, Ashamed and carrying the weight of self-loathing.
... ugly, useless, depressed, socially anxious, worthless, a waste of space, fat, wrong, suicidal
Alone, scared, angry, disgusted, anxious
Completely worthless
@RecoveringFlower
I can identify with this. It's awful.
Know this, you aren't worthless. At times we really have to look deep inside to find value due to being bullied. It's there, it really is, and you will find it.
helpless
@summertimeSamness
have you found a means of regaining control?
@DaveMcGrath
yup
@summertimeSamness
Good. I struggle with that the most. The fear and uncertainity is hard for me to get past and I have to work extra hard to regain a sense of control-normalcy. It's frustrating.
@DaveMcGrath
Control is easy for me. I am a control freak
wrathful, fearful, terrified, ugly, unloved, unwanted, hateful towards myself and others, guilty, sad, hurt, angry, wounded, sick, anxious, depressed, paranoid, scared of everyone
@Firedragon20
Bullying ain't no half measure when it comes to dehumanizing a person.
@Firedragon20
I often feel the same way i hope things can get better for you