ur newbie girl's 1st thread ever

hi there! u can call me J, 15 in may. not a native speaker, but i do speak english more fluently than my native language. i'm also an introvert, so i'm not really gr8 at talking/communicating, but i'll try my very best. ok i guess that's all for the introduction let's just get into it. people often say i'm very very patient. i have trouble of getting angry, i never get angry, and even if i do, i'd just express it by staying quiet for a long time. people also say i'm softhearted (sounds cringey ik i think so too but yeah). i personally think it's bcs i get sad easily, like i could cry a lot by hearing others telling sad stories or watching sad scenes of a movie or seeing animal being mistreated. aside from it, i also think i get triggered easily whenever people yell at me, bcs whenever they do i'd burst into tears but like.. unintentionally that people often think i'm seeking for attention, when i actually hate being the center of attention. see, what i'm trying to say is that i've been thinking about it alot lately, and i think i have some sorta trauma of being yelled/scoldes/shouted, but i'm not really sure. also, please drop your thoughts on the reply if you do have some, thank you! hope u have a great day/a good night sleep!✨