Loss of my dad
I loss my dad in 2020 from a sudden heart attack
- *trigger warning*
I was 18 a month after I moved into my first apartment I invited my dad over to cook a dinner with me/ teach me how to cook.
He came in and sat in a wooden chair in my living room, he had looked a little distressed but I didn’t know what was wrong he continued to talk to me then all the sudden he fell out of the chair and onto the floor… and wasn’t breathing…
I panicked, frantically called 911 in desperate need of help… I did everything they said to do I began cpr I got him breathing again but by the time the rescue squad got to my apartment he was gone…
I was only 18 I was so close to him and I miss him every single day every holiday…
I feel like I’m crazy because it’s been 2 years and I’m still grieving, I’m still sad about losing him while my family has moved on
I downloaded this app in hopes it will help me cope…
@peachypatti
Hey there, it must have been difficult to share that with us and i can't even begin to imagine how much pain you were in the actual event. I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope that you're able to find some closure on this app and find a community that will support you. Hoping the best with your recovery. Grief is normal and your father must have been a great dad to you.
Thank you, it means a lot to me to have support! ❤️
@peachypatti. I don’t think it means your crazy for grieving after 2 years. Everyone grieves differently. I’m sorry for your loss. I hope that you can get the support you need here ❤️.
@peachypatti
Hello Patti, sounds like you could use someone to talk to?If you would like talk and have someone who can support you and listen to whats going on, don't hesitate to reach out!