Suicidal dad
My dad killed himself in 2008 when I was 4 months old and then I was disowned by my dads side making me feel as if I was the reason for his death. Most recently people in my dads side have been reaching out but I have no interest in dealing with them. They have put me through many episodes of depression bad enough to attempt suicide. The worst part is I started developing depression before 8.
@decisiveBeach3753
blaming a baby is ridiculous and i can totally understand you not wanting to be in touch with a group whom would do that......people do really odd things when in pain over this loss.
Perhaps it is a situation where they know how wrong Now......
....my guess is..... if you are now grown......... the person they really wanted to avoid was not YOU ........but maybe your Mom ?
what you know of them or probably your dad also ....... is information from who? do you have questions? sorry to hear how you have suffered with depression ..... are you being treated or seeing a therapist.... seems like could be genetic
