Alone in a crowded room
I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember but lately everything feels worse. I have an 8 yo son with ASD and adhd, I have an unhealthy relationship with my mother. She has supported me through my son’s life because his father was not present. I remarried about 18months ago and I love him but I also feel like he isn’t good for me. I used to have so many close relationships but lately I’ve realised I’ve isolated myself from so many people. I feel like he be belittles me, he thinks I’m stupid and will railroad me and gaslight me to the point where I am so broken that I don’t function. He hasn’t ever hit me and I know that’s not the only way people can be violent but then I start thinking maybe it is me and I’m broken and unlovable. I just want to curl up and cry. Maybe if anyone else has had a similar experience and offer a kind ear or you feel alone too.
@intelligentVillage1986
Hi, welcome to Cups! My name is H and I am part of the Community Team here to help new members like yourself learn the platform. To start you out, here's a basic guide on how 7 Cups works:
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@intelligentVillage1986 you will be fine you have to be careful too love yourself and forgive yourself try not to lean onto your past hurt how you treat and love yourself is how others will treat you and maybe love you
never forget that you are never alone
