Anxious

Im 25 years old and engaged with a man twice my age, he never been married and we will be married soon… this is my first ever relationship, I feel so attached to him that makes me anxious… Im trying my best to be secure and learn how to heal myself…I don’t have close friends that’s why I feel like everyday it’s about him, I feel like I don’t have my own life…I recognize myself I get jealous easily even with his own family I get jealous…I told him I want to be secure partner and he said we’ll work on that together… I feel much better when I physically with him…now we are in long distance and my mind keeps repeating and overthink about negativity that makes my stomach hurt… I just want to feel secure