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J’ai 20 ans. Au fil du temps ma vie devenais de plus en plus monotone, une routine mais je me persuadais que tout aller rentrer dans l’ordre, mais c’est encore pire. Je vous tout les gens autour de moi avoir des projet, construire un avenir avec leur partenaire profiter de la vie et être heureux voyage entre amis et famille. Moi je n’y arrive pas, ou du moins je n’y arrive plus, et je n’es encore rien accompli, meme pas un petit boulot pour avoir mon indépendance. Je deviens de plus en plus fatiguer de sourire que je sais que cela n’en n’est plus un veritable sourire comme j’avais l’habitude. Une certaine chose m’empêche d’avancer et que je ne peux demander de l’aide a personne. Venir ici étais plus un moyens d’arrêter de pleurer a m’en donner mal à la tête que de venir demander de l’aide je crois. Je ne plus être la princesse enfermer dans son palais. Je veux être libre. Juste me retrouver, celle d’avant.
Trouver votre vrai moi. La liberté. L'authenticité. @Sunflower8503
Finding your true self. The freedom. The authenticity.
Google translation
>>I'm 20 years old. Over time my life became more and more monotonous, a routine but I convinced myself that everything would go back to normal, but it got even worse. I want all the people around me to have projects, to build a future with their partner, to enjoy life and to be happy traveling with friends and family. I can't do it, or at least I can't do it anymore, and I haven't accomplished anything yet, not even a small job to gain my independence. I am becoming more and more tired of smiling as I know it is no longer a real smile like I used to. A certain thing is stopping me from moving forward and I can't ask anyone for help. Coming here was more of a way to stop crying and giving me a headache than to come and ask for help, I think. I no longer be the princess locked in her palace. I want to be free. Just finding myself, the one from before.
@Sunflower8503
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. I'm only few inches away from turning 20 and I can relate to your situation. I know how it feels to still see world through the eyes of parents. I understand the longing to be independent that you're experiencing. It's important that you've acknowledged and reached out and shared your feelings. Is there anything else that you tried to feel better? From my own experience, I found that seeking support and experiencing new opportunities were helpful to take. If you feel like you want to talk to someone about it, feel free to leave me a message or check out 1-1 conversation with listener https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/
