Greeting to all

Hey all,

After isolating myself from the world for like almost 2 years, I've finally decided, this is it. I'm not going to let my mind ruin me anymore. I'm going to help it grow again and I joined the 7cups community. It was that enthusiasm or just a coffee jitter but I've decided to be a part of this beautiful community and maybe just talk. It's something I'm weak at and since I'm trying to push myself out of a dark place, it might take time but I hope things would get better.
I'm not quite sure if that would happen to me or if it'll work for me since I have reserved my mind way too much that it has become kind of stubborn but I guess rather than staring at that blank roof all the time, it's worth a try, no?
Don't worry, I'm not going to make this post all sad and stuff by posting everything I'm going through in one go. Just wished to say hi.
(wow, I sound so cheerful for some reason, while writing this all with a blank expressionless face)