Hi!

Hi, I'm 30 years old. I'm an introvert. I grew up in a strict family with rigid boundaries. I didn't hear or see myself. I only saw others, always comparing myself to others and suffering greatly. Now I've started listening to myself, moved to a big city, live on my own, study, and work. I'm trying to figure out who I am and what I want. It's as if I was just born. It's hard to be empty at 30. When you don't even know how to communicate with people. I avoid society, communication, I'm afraid of people. I can communicate, but I'm afraid of getting close to people. I'm very insecure. They say you need to communicate, make friends, and not be alone, but I'm afraid of people because I've lost trust in them. It seems to me that there are no people like me on earth. Or maybe I'm afraid of meeting someone like me?