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Hello, I'm Olivia, Am 14 I'm a work in progress, I don't know what am supposed to write here,but I have Social awkwardness (hello, awkward silences)
Anxiety (it's like, always)
Survivor of sexual abuse (healing, not defining)
Living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
I'm learning to embrace my quirks, confront my demons, and rise
Welcome to my world
I'm a deeply sensitive and emotional person,yes I cry alot am a rollercoaster of emotions been living life with a heart that feels intensely,words have power over me, sometimes they control me.
Surviving traumas and tough experiences has been my reality some days, I wonder if I'm still surviving...
But apart from that
-Drawing: pencils and paper are my happy haven
- Cooking: whipping up new recipes brings me joy
- Basketball: keeping active, even if I'm not a pro
- Music: my go-to escape for quieting a noisy mind
I just want people who won't judge me for all I've been through ☹️
What else am I supposed to write,I'm tired ...........
You sound EXACTLY like me, in so many ways… Wanna be friends?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Reallyyyyyyy *jumps up I excitement*
Sure, I'd love to be friends,I hardly get friends irl yk , people always judging before they get to know me and all .....
Thanks 😊
People are dumb XD
I’ll make a separate post for you and I <3
@Tinywhisper11, meet Olivia <3 Tiny is awesome, you’ll love her <3
@OliviaIsSad333 thanks for the tag kiara ❤ I want to be friends too ❤❤
@OliviaIsSad333 hi sweetie I'm Lola ❤❤ welcome to our cups family ❤ don't worry noones gonna judge you here, and if they do I'll run them down😈😈♿♿♿😂😂 sorry to hear about all your struggles🙁 but we will help you, this is a safe place here, you can be yourself. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ let me know if there's anything I can do for you ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Thanks Tiny 🥺🥺,you seem like a cool person can't wait to get to know you 😊
@OliviaIsSad333 ❤❤❤ hey sweetie, how are you settling in??
@Tinywhisper11 Well, some of us are devils, but we use our pitchforks constructively. 😹💯 Particularly eating ceaser salads and oh, torturing the dam.ned. 😹💯 Perhaps not judgement free, but we don't jump to conclusions without mindful evaluation. I have a feeling you've learned some sick tricks in that chair. Balance on one wheel. Ok I'll stop. 😹 Hope you're well. ❤
You're so strong. Take love 💗
It might be difficult to talk about, but you can write about the challenges you've faced. This is something many people cannot achieve. You should be proud of yourself. I'm not an expert but from my own experience, I'd say that even when you're at your most desperate, it's important to keep the faith that in time it will all be over. You're here, you're safe.
I hope you never lose faith in recovery.
@Catunion
Thanks cat😊
@OliviaIsSad333 Welcome to the community, Olivia. Thank you for sharing about yourself so openly. It takes courage to be vulnerable, especially when you've been through difficult experiences.
Healing is a journey, and it's okay to take it one day at a time. If you ever need to talk or just want someone to listen, there are people here willing to lend an ear.
@Snor1ax
Thanks snor 😊
You're not alone. I'm deeply sensitive, too. Feels kinda like the world is made of briar bushes.
I'm learning to confront mine, too. I'm dx'ed BPD but my diagnosis is under dispute, so I try to be careful about that bit and sensitive to that.
Anxiety, like always, too.
Healing is bumpy. Gotta be kind to yourself.
Thanks for introducing yourself :)
You actually sound like a cool person to get to know. Embrace and own your individuality.
“ Don’t be ashamed of your story. It will inspire others.” -Author Unknown
@ShelteringTree7
I lost myself my Identity and my personality.
I interested in this Can you give more information about this - Embrace and own your individuality.
The quotation you share i like this, i can relate this quotation.
I have to share some thoughts
I have ashamed of me and my story my life. I think i am so boring unhappy isolated disconnected to other. i want to live so simple life i am so old fashion in this modern world.
My father says you are living the past everyone goes forword you moves backword or in past.
You can't do anything in lif cant acheive anything you dont have any thing , you nothing did in life you wasting time nothing will happen to you, you are not worthy, No one will marry you, if someone does then your wife will leave you.
But now i am accept my self with my life as it is with everything i don't want to prove someone in my life. I keep try doing what i need to do it.
If anybody want to leave me forever then its ok to me now i am not afraid to live alone. Now i am stronger than before. I am Facing struggling and challenging myself.
I learn lessons from many peoples like me so why not other people can learn and grow by my storie which can be a lesson.
Then i realised many peoples like me who have stuggling facing ups and downs, my story can be inspiring or lesson to themi have not to loss hope its not only for me it's for the humanity.
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All the best to us 💐👍
I love drawing.
You sound like a lovely person! I like art too and have bpd but I'm a bit older, 22. :)
@OliviaIsSad333 welcome
you not alone in the feeling of not knowing what to say
