Loneliness
Hi, I've never posted a thread in here before and I guess I'd like to try something new. I'm not sure if I'm even posting in the right community so, sorry if this is in the wrong place.
I just feel really horrible in life. I've had this feeling of loneliness for the past 2-3 years. Everything and everyone feels so out of touch. It's been a while since I had a meaningful conversation, I feel so drained. It doesn't help that I have anxiety in social settings. I'm so afraid to get out of this shell I've created for myself. Afraid that if I say something wrong, someone would get really offended or hurt, I do not wish to cause harm to anyone else. I'm afraid that people won't like me for being me...
@Paliloveyourself
I have seen you recently interacting in the forums and you come across, gentle, kind, respectful, a good energy to have.
I like your presence and it's nice to have you here, and nice to meet you.
It's difficult to open up especially when we struggle, and I'm sorry to hear you've been lonely for so long, but don't doubt yourself at all 🤗🩵
Thank you for your kind words. Nice to meet you as well 💕
Are you aware of how AWESOME you are???? <3
Really? Thank you for the kind words! 💖
I know as its getting tough out there when even the strangers u pass by on the street have helped creat an egg shell world =/. And what i mean by that is exsactly how u feel. Ur afraid to offend someone becauae ppl feel like its their right to make conplete strangers obligated to their own lives by forcing exsactly how they make u feel the way u feel. Almost like if ur not part of their world ur not human? Even worse with the politics now too x.x but when the world seems faithless and u dont seem to have any urself. Try to look back on what you HAVE made it through to help. I know thats a very hard thing to do for some in cases but even the hard cases can look back at the pain, the darkness, the downs of before, and even if its dark right now. Just remember one thing about the darkness or the storm, as brandon lee once said.
"It cant rain all the time"
Hang tight, humanity and the world are going through a shift, its just our turn in this era to feel like, just like others who have stood in the same spot before. The 20's the 50's the 70s and many other historical shifts that changed the direction of humanity as a whole
And, maybe a lil something extra for u to look to have faith in. Its called the red string theory. Somewhere out there. Is a single person thats connected to you by a invisble red string and in theory, has been since the dawn of the universe and in every life time. This red string changes form every life time, could be a lover, a friend, a pet or even a parent, but the one thing remains, ur souls are always destined to meet and it will just feel like home. Sometimes sadly, the lifetimes do not meet up and skip a meeting, but they still do.
I know its not much, but its a simple folklore i myself like to think of when i feel my own humanity getting spread to thin
Wow, that's some good insight. Thank you so much for it!
Just be yourself nobody is judging or feeling bad over here just share your raw feelings
Thank you 💗
