Worried
Been trying to reach out for 2 days and my posts keep getting deleted. No messaged no explanation.
I'm literally trying to speak on things I've never spoken on before and really needed to vent. Imagine you're someone one who NEVER had spoken about so many things in 35 years and when you go somewhere to finally speak about it you get silenced.
I'm sorry but if that happens to someone in the wrong place in their head on the wrong day that could be a tragedy.
I'm literally debating not seeking any help anymore. Canceled my first in person therapy session after that. Not going to be ridiculed.
@JIB29 🙁 aww I'm soo sorry sweetie 🙁 I had a few posts cancelled towards the start of my cups journey. I learnt you need to be careful with your choice of words, and watch you don't add to much details and things that can really trigger others. Always add a trigger warning in your posts if your talking about anything triggering at all, got keep in mind we have youngsters here starting at the age of 13. And please don't give up, people Want to hear you, people Want to help and support you💗 I want to help you💗 I'm so sorry you felt so upset about all this that you cancelled your appointment🙁 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗💗 just give it one more go ok?
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Thanks. How to I talk about abuse as a child or an addicted father, abuse to my mother, dad getting my brother and I addicted to heroin, watching my mother die while not being able to speak back to us
How cab I vent about that without being flagged.
@JIB29 damn! I'm so sorry sweetie 🙁 that's really heartbreaking to hear. Tell your story just keep an eye on oversharing on details 💗💗 hugs you tightly 💗
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If things do not post it is usually has some code or disclaimer...
i think we all have had that it is not personal i had to re read some and see how i phrased something using a computer to screen did not recognize some things as a simple common expression but one word may be seen as a trigger.
It should not stop you from seeking help and therapy. It was not that anyone here would not have responded if it had posted. If you do have therapy or post more here i hope you get the responses to help you through whatever you are going through.
There was no disclaimer, it successfully posted and I'm assuming someone removed it after
I want to acknowledge that no one is trying to silence you. I understand how frustrating it must be to feel like you're reaching out and not getting the response you expected. Given that you’ve just created your account, the site itself has some features that may flag or censor certain content, especially if it’s triggering. So if your post includes anything like that, it might be more difficult to post. This space is meant to be open for everyone to share and receive support. I’m genuinely sorry that your experience hasn’t been the best so far, but that doesn’t mean every experience will be the same. Don’t let this setback stop you from seeking help, especially when it comes to your therapy session.
Is that not usually the nature of content posted here? I was in a bad state yesterday and everything I wrote and wanted to talk about was channeled from that. Stuff I haven't spoken to anyone in over 30 years or ever. I'm in a bad place. It would be nice if I could still access that post to edit and try reposting. It took almost an hour and a lot of emotional energy to even put some of it I to words.
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Yes, that type of content is usually posted here in the community forums. What you can do is share the content of your post in private message with me and I can review it to ensure nothing is being incorrectly flagged and you can post it again.
Maybe next time I break down which seems to be every other day right now. It was a lot written and I don't want to put myself back in the mental state I was in yesterday by working through all of that again if I'm not doing so bad today. Thank you
@JIB29 WOW that's horrible to hear. I'm sorry that happened to you. I can't imagine why you would've been deleted.