I’m scared

I’ve isolated my self from everyone, it’s very lonely but they don’t understand certain things that i do, I wish I had someone who could relate to the things I’m going through right now like healing from my trauma. It reminds me a lot of my younger self having an imaginary friend, I wish something like that can fix the damages already done to my heart. But there isn’t noting that can ease the pain I feel and that what makes me feel the most loneliest and exhasted.