I absolutely hate when people hurt the ones I am loyal to. It's sorta why I have "anger issues". Like, one time, my friend told me that this girl was being mean to her (this had been going on for a week) and I was so tired of it, I went and beat that girl up in front of the whole school. Not the smartest decision, but at least that girl didn't mess with me and friend ever again. I don't always deal with my anger the right way, but I'm working on it with my family and therapist
When I made to feel guilty for being busy, not wanting to go places or not doing a favour (that does not require my attention) by friends or family.
When people don't do what they expect from other people
When I feel angry I sometimes take it out on others and then end up punishing myself and self harming
I feel like no one is listening to me.
Some says I'm 'playing the victim'
asking for help and needing support doesn't mean you're seeking attention and playing the victim. It means you need help and no one should be shamed for that!
When someone says I don't care to try or not even trying to help myself. TRYING isn't recovering. It takes steps. Always when I disappoint myself with bad behaviors knowing I shouldn't in the first place. Having no self control.
When i get ignored or get cut off while I'm talking. Sometimes i want to share what I'm excited about too...
@Coyote131991 I sometimes do that to people. Allow me to apologize for that.
When my family lies and hides things from me, which they do often.
@neatBike9113 my family as well..
When my mom completely disregards my feelings and makes it all about herself and emotionally manipulates me
@carvio I really feel you. I was in the same boat for a very long time. I feel like the me from a year ago wrote this.