One irrational fear that I have is.....
True happiness terrifies me
@Wrasse I used to feel like that. I still do especially that after the happiness something terrible will happen and sometimes it those but it's better to just appreciate what you have now. Enjoy it. You don't know how long it'll last
That I
@Art3mmis sometimes I fell like too. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one.
@Art3mmis I feel the same way too sometimes. It
That in all the horrible relationships I have finally found the strength to leave, I will discover I was always the real toxicity in them and I will lose the happiness I've finally found because of it.
Spiders...
Losing my mind is one irrational fear I have. There are many more
The masks I put on. Im not myself when Im around other people, to them Im that happy smiling childish carefree person, when Ive dealt with things that they dont think I have. I have a friend who committed suicide, I have a friend who cuts, I have a friend with anxiety, but all they see is an oblivious girl walking the halls. Because I put on masks that hide what Ive seen, what Ive had to hide. I put these masks on because all those friends I have, every one are still like that - dead, sad, lost - because I tried and failed to help them. I know that no matter what I do Ill make things worse. So I lose myself in the process.
Ive got an irrational fear of so many things. Mainly caused my disturbing intrusive thoughts and health concerns. It makes my anxiety so much worse and its so draining and stupid.
One fear i have is losing everything i have worked hard for and failing at everything
That everyone around me will realise I am not good enough, I
That Im a lost cause.