One irrational fear that I have is.....

I fear that one day I

That I'm not as smart as the school tests say I am.

Riding bikes on the road, especially areas that have traffic. I cried like a baby when my friend wanted to go on a bike tour. And yes, riding in low traffic areas like neighborhoods still freaks me out.

That nobody will love me for real ever or properly

Accidentally show a bit too much of myself and having people hating me.

I'm afraid that my abusive ex-boss will attack me if we ever cross paths again. I generally avoid a grocery strore (thank goodness there's two in my town!) that he frequents because of him. It's been a year since the pain, but I can't bring myself to go there out of my own volition most times.

That maybe I loved someone to hard and became selfish

@Laura

I fear rejection, especially from the people I love and care about.

Losing my relationship because my partner is a possessive person. :(

I feel like I have some sort of all-purpose moderate fear of The Humans in general due to lots of trauma. It's rational from a survival standpoint, but irrational and maladaptive from the standpoint of improving myself and my circumstances.