One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

I'm madly in love with one celebrity for half of my life, even though I now have a boyfriend, whom I also love.

What I really feel. Alone, abandoned, rejected, I think every day about harming myself but I know I can't talk about it so I don't.

That I feel like I'm not good enough, I've never felt good enough.

I was sexually abused by my father...

I feel like my friends aren't my friends anymore and that they judge me a lot and I don't feel comfortable being myself in front of them some times

I have always felt inferior for no particular reason

I think about breaking up with him every day

One thing I've never told anyone is that I self-harm. It's hard to admit even here.

That I dated a transman... I thought he would never leave me but he left me after two years .. now I'm in pain...

Falling in love was the single worst experience of my life and I've vowed to myself never to make the mistake again.