One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
Everyday I hope to get into an accident and I don't know why.
Ive never told anyone that the reason i dont socialise is because im scared to talk to people.
@Runlikethewind u become nervous when u deal with ppl!
@LOEY61 yes. Im scared that they will disapprove of me. I spend most of my time alone as i find it so much easier
That I constantly wish I could starve myself and get skinnier. But I like food too much. I know anorexia is bad but I wish I had it so I could actually look good.
trigger warning: suicide briefly mentioned) that the reason i listen to this music is that it's probably the only reason i haven't chugged that bleach
and now that my parents heard some of the lyrics to a song that happens to be by a band that i like they want me to stop listening to this.
I used to be a pothead.
I still am I just don't do it anymore. Sometimes I want to but I don't.
I don't really like my bestfriend, but she's my only friend. And I'm not realy sure why she likes me either.
I'm a kleptomaniac and I'm so ashamed. I have maladaptive daydreaming, and I'm an insomniac who gets restless and lonely at night
@guardianangelofdreamers same honestly.
that i'm so afraid of being alone, that i feel like i can't feel really feel honestly all the love i say that i have for some people and that scares me, that i always try to have the attention in some ways because i don't like to feel ignored and like something you can dump like i used before, that i'm actually really selfish, that i get jelaous, that i feel guilty for no reason at all, that the idea of never being loved and never feeling love truly with all my heart breaks me into nothing, that i feel like people i care about don't care about me even if they showed it, that i'm to stubborn to understan, that i'm afraid of being always so sad, that i feel disgusted about myself, that i'm afraid to any kind of pain, that i'm scared of never feeling pleasure 100%, that sometimes i lie too much because i don't like people thinking that they know about me or find me boring, that i don't remember too many things about me or just forgot everything and that paralyzes me, that nothing feels secure for me, that i wanna die so much, that every word hurt, that i don't feel like me, i feel like if somebody else is living my life, that i just some things just for doing it and make people happy and then i feel so guilty and gross, i'm so tired.
@sadestef Take it easy it's just a period and everything bad things will disappear continue in ur life don't give up you can do it!
That i have never felt happy, it has been always fear and anxiety inside me.
One thing I
@cookie00crunch wow there are some many people like me here. I... feel accepted for once.