One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
One thing I've never told anyone is...
How I feel like my existence is an inconvience. I feel like I'm not worthy of the air I'm breathing and I constantly feel like I have to prove that I'm valuable to the world in some small way... because if I don't and I'm not, then what right do I have to exist?
@unsinkablespirit312 you exist for a reason. You may not know it now but you will in the future. And you don't have to prove your worth cause you are just valuable. You matter. Treat yourself nicely okay?
@unsinkablespirit312 Everyone exists for a reason , so do you . You just have to do things that you like , spend time with family , be loved , and try to be proud that you exist .
I'm still in love with him, I was never over him and I don't think I will.
@Diana97 hun that's my life in a nutshell. I've tried so many things but he's still there
I sat in the middle of the street for over 2 minutes waiting for a car to come. It never came but I don't know whether or not I regret not waiting a little longer...
@ga29
I know that I don't know you personally, but I'm grateful you didn't wait any longer. You are so strong and brave to continue to fight each day. I know that it can be an uphill battle, but the fact that you're still here despite all adversities is proof of your strength. There is hope. And also, even though you might not believe it, at one point in your life, you have positively influenced someone. I guarantee it. You've made someone smile, told someone a funny joke and made them laugh, cheered someone up when they felt like crying. Maybe you gave someone a hug when they really needed it? You could have started a ripple effect of love and positivity that could have ended up affecting countless people all because you extended one simple gesture of kindness. Please never forget that. When you're having a terrible day, just remember that you have made a difference to someone. So on behalf of all the people I'm sure you will continue to be kind to in the future, I'm thanking you for staying alive. I'm so glad you chose not to wait out there any longer. Many, many people are going feel loved and happy because of your existence. :)
@unsinkablespirit312
this actually made me feel a little bit better about myself, thank you so much :)
I crave death, I long for it sometimes. I welcome death to take me and stop the pain I feel 24/7 but I know that I can't die now. I'm a coward
@6496 you are absolutely not a coward. You're living every single day, even though you don't necessarily want to, and for you to keep going and going even though you're craving the end at the moment... Well that has to be the bravest thing I've heard. It also shows that you have hope - you know in your heart that it is going to get better. You are incredibly brave and I'm proud of you, even though I don't know you. Keep going.
That I never truly understood the serious effects of depression. I thought it was just because people were unhappy. But now that I have/am experiencing depression I can understand how sad/lonely/numb a person can feel. I have always been a very happy positive person. Even when life was tough and not going to plan I was still happy. But now........ Now their is just a heavy weight on my body all the time. I don't think I could tell anybody I know that I am depressed as they wouldn't believe it possible in me.
@Imonaboat
i have the same problem. I was known for being the happy cheerful girl in school at everyone came up to if they needed help. Then I changed and started getting more emotionally unstable and somewhat lazy one but I'm keeping up my happy girl act to not attract attention or let anyone know I'm broken, knowing they wouldn't accept that I cry myself to sleep every night.
@HealthySmiles I know exactly how you feel, I used to be the same. Keeping it up just so people wouldn't know that there is anything wrong. I hope that you can work through anything. If theres ever anything that you need to talk about you feel free to message me
There's not one thing I don't worry about
@IronicSarcasm I know how you feel, the world is terrifying, but every good thing comes as a pleasant surprise. Even if you're worried about something, if you can do it anyway then it shows how incredibly strong and brave you are, even if you don't feel it before. It's okay to worry, but know that you are stronger than you think
I don't put myself first when it comes to relationships. There's always pain that follows me around still from my past relationships. People would say I am too young to know what love is but I feel like I have lost myself through being in love with someone who was not in love with me.
I care about every single thing every people say to me. I never appear to care, but i do. And every single thing they said hurts a lot. And i smile through it, because you said it was a 'joke'. Okay, we both can play in this game.
I'm always going to be worried no matter how much they tell me everything is going to be okay.
I feel depressed all the time, they know that. I can't concentrate all the time, they know that. I want to go die in a hole, they also know that. Apparently all side effects of being celiac. The secret? I just think my mind is screwed up. They're just trying to make sense of something they don't even understand.
p.s. Green is supposed to be a happy colour. What do you think?