One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I havent wanted to be alive for the past 11 years
@persistentTortoise6413
Why is that ?
I'm a worthless good for nothing piece of f*cking Sh*t and I am not worth to be born because I have no purpose here and I just make people feel like Sh*t
@ComicAgatha YOU ARE NO SUCH THING!!!
@secretMoon1772 Please don't think like that of yourself. I myself am very insecure and I understand. It is werird telling you one thing and doing the other for myself but please talk to someone who cares about you let them tell you that you are important to them. Talk to me if nothing else I will gladly listen to you.
I dont know what to do with my life
I screwed everything i had because of gambling,my kids education suffered,sold our cars,loaned our properties. I stopped because its my last chance from hubby but he didnt knew what i did, i barely had a month to redeem our property,he'll dump me for sure,got nowhere to go. Thinking of suicide but i still have faith in God amd i believe he will provide and nothing is impossible to Him. I quit my job because of this problem,cant concentrate
I never feel safe
I have two boyfriends at the same time and they are both really sweet guys
I hate myself.
My mum had an abortion 15 years ago. She was very depressed and she felt that she couldn't raise me and a baby on her own. So she made a choice. I would never judge her for it, it was an impossible situation, and it was her choice and her alone, I just wish she didn't tell me that she was pregnant just to break my little 10 year old heart. I never talk about it, I feel like the majority of people out there would never understand. My mum never talks about it either, the two times I said something about it she looked so hurt... She doesn't need to remember that or to feel that kind of pain ever again.
I know I never met that baby, they were just an idea, a little hope that existed for a couple of months and that was it, but I will always feel the grief. I lost a sibling, I will always suffer for that, I still think of it each day, but I can't share this burden with anyone else because I'm not really entitled to feel this kind of sorrow for a human that never got to live - by choice.
That choice didn't change anything in my life, not really, but it changed everything in my mind and in my heart. And I can't share it with anyone.
I like being cute in my actions eventhough I'm a young man ^.^
I lived for about 7 months in a domestic violence shelter/homeless shelter for women. It was humiliating, but in a way I actually miss it. I miss having people around me. I enjoyed the company.
@modestTalker1536 There was always someone to talk to if I wanted to and always something going on; drama in 'the house!'. Strange for an introvert/aspie, but I enjoyed having people around, just not in 'my space' or in my private business unless I chose to let people in. It was an interesting experience. I really miss having people to talk to . I feel very lonely.
