One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I've never told anyone this but I've experimented with girls (I'm also a girl btw). I have no idea what this means about my sexuality because I can't see myself dating a girl but they occasionally arouse me.
@kaaaaaraa most people fall on a spectrum of sexuality. Few people are 100% straight or 100% gay.
That my father was verbally abusive towards me.
my self esteem is incredibly low and I act like I have no self image issues because it makes me feel guilty to admit it.
Im scared for my daughter. My innocence was taken when I was 5 and I hate any man that comes in contact with her. I want to shelter her from the world because I am scared that it will happen to her too
@Symonemackenzie1091
I keep reading what you wrote over and over again. I can't stop crying. The tears just keep falling. :( My heart aches for you. My innocence was also taken at 5 years old. I'm not married and have no children, but I do know what it's like to always be on guard; how terrifying it is to feel like nothing is safe and no one can be trusted. To have that feeling for yourself is already so hard, but then having it compounded by trying to protect your sweet, innocent daughter from the dangers of the world... it has to be unbelievably difficult, I can't even imagine how much so. No one should ever have to go through what you did. I am so sorry someone hurt you as a child. I can't say I fully understand what you have gone through, but I can empathize in some way. I know that it might not mean much coming from someone you don't know, but I want to tell you that I can see how much you're worth in this world. You are so very important and needed and loved. And you are never alone.
I will keep you in my thoughts and hope you find peace throughout your healing journey. I wish you and your daughter light, love, joy, and safety - now and forever.
that im a crossdresser
Wanna kill myself
Sometimes I wish meet my online friends in real life...
Sometimes I don't think I want to become a doctor but I don't know what else I could do. Maybe I'm only focusing on the negatives, my depression might be influencing my perspective.
@Jc676
It's a long road to become a doctor. Don't forget that the more advanced in your career you become, the more freedom you'll have to explore different avenues of personal interest. Being a doctor is a wonderful gift you can give the world and the more experience you gain, the path to doing that, that works best for you and makes you feel the most fulfilled will reveal itself. I am routing for you!
That I'm sick and tired of being nice and helping people. I wish I could be selfish and mean and so NO but just thinking about it makes me feel bad.