One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

That I'be been depressed and a monster since I was eleven. I'm not like anyone else my age and I feel like the depression will consume me. But every day I fake a smile to hold them all together, the glue. And I know I'l keep giving up until there's nothing left to give.

I'd really like to get back in stage again. I want to sing again.

At 13 I was taken advantage of by a 35 yr old ....... I was raped by my daughters father ..........and how every now and than I think about how this world sucks and i just cant wait for my life journey to come to an end.......

I think I'm bisexual

What I truly want to say when they ask me redundant questions.

I'd rather be alone for a week than listen to "my Bestfriend" (or any friend) talk bad things behind other people's back.

I'm not strong enough to stay stop, I've eased convosations into talking good things about the person but I'm usually always over powered. I can't help but worry that one day these mean things will be said about me and there will be nobody to switch the convorsation over to the positive side.

One thing that I never told anyone is that Im afraid to become close to people because I'm afraid that I wont be what they want and will leave me..

That even after talking to someone my depression still keeps me up at night and sometimes I'd quite like to leave everything behind and go somewhere far far away.

I talk with myself because I don't have real friends to share my life with

@Laura

I fell in love with an alter of a friend with DID