One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

One thing I have never told anyone before is...my uncle touched me while I was in the bathtub.

One thing I have never told anybody is...there's so much more to those years that I can't remember. I feel like when I look back at those pictures of the time before depression and amnesia I don't know that person. I don't remember how to be me anymore because I don't really remember me. I know who I was physically, like the friends and family I had, but I don't know how I felt about things or how I acted. I don't know how to be me anymore.

how broken I really am... I'm just trying to keep it all together.

One thing I never told anyone was that I fought a boy after school because he was bullying my cousins about their sexual orientations. I am a girl, and I never had been in a fight before that. I was almost rushed to the hospital. I then lied about the reason why we fought because my family is homophobic. My cousins don't know that I did it for them.

One thing I have never told anyone is that I used to cut my thighs when I was younger. It was my form of self harm.

It has been almost ten years since then. I'm proud of how far I've come, but still ashamed by my scars.

I'm learning not to be ashamed.

That I started making myself sick again to deal with all the stress and take control of my life as I hate the way my body feels and looks. And the memories I keep getting of previous relationship making me miss it but I know it wasn't worth it cause it caused to much pain

I distrust everyone especially my girlfriend and I'm always thinking she is cheating on me even if she isn't doing anything wrong, that makes me anxious and depressed and I can't sleep

My sexuality

I'm gay

What really went on between my first boyfriend and why I refuse to go into the next town because of the paralyzing fear it causes me so many years later.