One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

I'm pansexual dealing with depression

I've been molested by someone close when I was in 1st grade so I'm forced to have to interact with him during occasions. Whenever I see his face, it makes my blood boil. No one knows, not even my parents. They can't tell coz I've gotten better at hiding it.

I'm dying inside little more..

I was in a relationship for 4 years and it messed me up SO BADLY that I can't even love myself. He abused me, mentally and physically. He cheated on me and put everything else in his life before me. But that relationship had caused me to doubt everything and everyone that comes into my life. I can't trust anyone fully, my anxiety races and it's hard for me to make friends. I spend my nights wondering why anyone would ever love me. And he did this to me. I gave him everything and he destroyed me.

I constantly have extrenely violent thoughts toward the people around me. It's the tip of the iceberg to my biggest secret, but saying that in itself is at least a start...

That I think about killing myself almost every day at least once.

I am scared of being alone

I feel like I am the least important person to those around me.

My left hand can write mirroring to my right hand

That I wish I'd be more honest about my true feelings