One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I wish my ex will change and love me genuinely
That I'm still a good son who can still make his family proud
One thing I never told anyone, I'd I was raped as a young teen and made me feel used and dirty
One thing I have never told anyone is that I'd change everything about my self if could. everyone thinks I'm so confident. That I like who I am. But really I'm just a good liar.
@convivialPlum6966 me too
That the reason I don't open up completely is because I did so as a child and it did me no good
@quaerentiresponsa
Same exact thing happened with me. I remember confiding with my dad in something that he went and told others. Til this day, roughly 2 decades later and I still will NOT open up to others.
*Hugs*
@TahitianVanilla
Yes its awful! I read somewhere that this is a learned behavior, and since it was done to me and I know how it feels, I try my hardest not to be that way with my children. Thank you for the hugs. Hugs back at cha
if I finish this sentence, I'm afraid that what I've been trying to suppress for years will actually confirm that it was a memory and that it happened rather than it being just a situation fabricated by my imagination.
Opening up is a step closer to overcoming x
I'm extremely self conscious, it paralyzes me.
I sometimes pick my nose and flick my shit away.
One thing that I never told anyone is that I have contemplated suicide.
BUT!!! I'm doing better now, and I realize life is important and that I shouldn't throw it away.
That I dont ever want kids, or a my own family... At most a friend with benefits without the commitment of a relationship.
