One thing on my mind right now is......

To improve.

Depressed

My grandfathers recent alzemiers diagnosis...

Will I ever feel happy and successful in my career? Will I ever feel fully loved or fully known in my relationship? Or in any relationship?

Accomplishing what i want to today

Will my husband and I not resent the other once we figure out if we are having a second child or not?

Overcoming depression and learning to believe in myself again.

am i going to get anything done today? or will i be a lazy-as* once more

stay tuned to find out ;)

My boyfriends birthday meal tomorrow.

I have super bad anxiety and the thought of going is making me nauseous. I dont know whether to go or not, but Im trying to rationalise the pro's and con's of going and not going. Also school starting monday and exams >.<

how everything I attempt seems to end in failure.