One thing on my mind right now is......
My husbands emotional affair 😭
I need to stop masquerading around and stop containing everything inside
Sometimes people are just not ready, sometimes people just don't want to help themselves yet, and it is okay.
What would I be doing now had I chosen another career path? 😐
How messy my room is and how much that mirrors my life. How do I improve my motivation?
How that guy I was talking to online really didn't care for me. He didn't text me today and I doubt he will again. I feel like an idiot for believing him. :( I will be alone forever. It's not fair. Many people find someone but apparently I don't deserve it.
@demonicbunny Ooh,they do it to me sometimes.When this happens,I try to focus on the things I love and I care.Can you try this?Maybe this will make you better...
@HunHansGirl
Yeah, I started just focusing onstudying for my exam and it helps a lot to not care about him or anything regarding relationships.
Is my friend deserting me for a "cooler person"
How i have lost all intrest in everything.
Gf of 13 years cheated on me left now it looks like it was for 7 of the years or more. So now i have nothing except a 17year old stepson hers from another guy. I feel used and now im old ugly and will be along forever. I have no other friends she was my world or no i guess i was living in a dream and have been woken up to the nightmare that is my life. I dont seem to care what happens already made my list of the only three pepole that would be sad for more then a day. Im over 50 i dont even know what i like to do everything is boaring. Everythingng i did was i thought thats what she liked who was i to know she only liked when i was at work or after i fell asleep so she could chat to all her friends and meet her bf in our house when i was at work
Im sure you all dont need to read more so i will stop.....
If you have any suggestions what i do next besides the only one i have i dont want to but day after day gets harder and harder to even get out of bed and go to work not sure why i go i dont do much at work now anyways
@anonyTown2843
@anonyTown2843
I find it really difficult to say that I don't want to get even. It's not the cheat, it's more the foolish loyalty I vowed to when it feels like I was the only one loyal.
So sometimes it really feels like I really have to push myself... I mean really push myself to do things. One of which was showering regularly. Eww, I know. BUT, that IS what happened. After awhile, I just thought, he is going on living HIS life, enjoying, appreciating ... why can't I? Why DON'T I? And having that conviction is helping me remember I still have a life I want to live, enjoy. I still have a son who is counting on me to make this life as good, better. I still owe it to myself to be standing greatly WITH or WITHOUT him. I can't afford to be sad amd down trodden anymore. It's not how I want to live my life. And knowing that, for me, as female, as capable woman ...sometimes that means putting on make up... wearing something pretty. For you maybe it's a haircut, any THING that will make YOU feel good. Because, as I have learned, am learning it IS only me that's making sure that I get up... shower DAILY ... LIVE my conviction DAILY. I hope that helps. If for nothing else, please know that this exchange, right here between you and I, is helping me.
My rape.... always
@Brooke12 im so sorry this happened to you
@marcelasarro13 thank you :)
I want a better life
@Shalll9000 what
@Brooke12 feel like my life is stuck in a rut my work is crappy can't leave bcuz I need the money an battling a lot of demons from my past
@Shalll9000 message me :)
