One thing on my mind right now is......
When will i accept my traumatic past and move on ? Why is he still haunting me after all these years ? How can I forget 11 full years of abuse.11 years of hell ? and when will i have a whole night and morning of sleep ?
How I the depression finally took me over completely + at the worst time possible + how I am going to start living with my boyfriend when I have a new crush.
Therapy tomorrow, ask for help, chit chat or not go, hmmmmm ?
Will he ever come back or did I finally push him to the breaking point all because I was too afraid to be upfront with my feelings
@CharismaLeBlanc sometimes the things we can't control or change are the ones that bother us the most. Stay strong and faithful and change then things that you can. I believe that everything else will fall into place.
How families keep following the same patterns - good or bad
@Laura
The quote: "Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy." -leo buscaglia
How much that I love and miss my wife and pray she will return to me and our children. She is a great mother and wife and I am confident that GOD will reconcile our family.
How the he'll can I go away to a better country. Living in a corrupted + no opportunities of get out of bad economy place is so toxic.
My wife and how much I love her and miss her and pray for her to return to me and our children
Should I try counselling? I think it may be beneficial but Im scared Ill just be disappointed. Also how much I dislike my brothers girlfriend were all living together and I feel like Im in a toxic relationship with no way out cause I cant just leave