One thing on my mind right now is......
Hoping my hand heals from a badly infected house cat bit. Im laying here in Hospital bed with antibiotics running through an IV while watching Home Alone. Dr thinks Ill need to stay here till at Least Monday and see a hand specialist.
Looking forward to my husband getting out of rehab!❤
Why do i feel so tired and uncomfortable when i exercise :(
The worst feeling ever is being such a failure no matter what
@Isabellan1024
I feel the same way. No matter what i do or what i say im gonna do it never turns out how i want. But i want you to know, you are most definently not a failure. And you are so beautiful and have so much potential! Whatever youre goig through just know that you matter <3
Why I say stupid things and overreact.
@ConnieElChupacabraChuckNorris I get it my dad always used to tease me about it. The thing he told me was Just breath He would tell me over and over agin until one day it just clicked. Maybe try telling it to yourself when you get embarrassed or in a situation.
whether to stay or leave....
If even when I do make it to college if I'll be smart enough to make it in the real world.
I was thinking inn the drive here to my destination, abo It what he said to me in messenger. Then I received a message from.him.via text. I was a bit upset by the message I got from messenger. Then again I was relieved by the text message. At the same time, I started thinking that he is letting us suffer, have hardship by not choosing us. How can he truly love me, us, if he's letting us suffer. Why am I having to chase him to make time for us, for our child? As I thought these thoughts, I also thought about how I love him. I know I don't hate him, so I love him. Because like I am conflicted too. I tried to move my mind away from him because, remembering what my sister said to, he's living his life. And as for me, there was a life I still needed to live, whether or not he will move here; choose us or not. I found myself still feeling frustrated because the bills needed to get paid and I still am waiting to get confirmation to start at my other job. I found myself feeling defeated because I don't want to feel frustrated, upset. It's not all sunshine and rainbows but there is still something good to be had, to be seen, to be felt, with the life I have now. As I continued on my drive, I searched for the good. I looked up and saw the sun glowing behind the big puffy cotton clouds, and the sky so clear, blue and beautiful. The leaves in the trees, in their burnt autumn colors, like a kaleidoscope, twisting and dancing in the cool autumn breeze.
@green18doz30
Hi, I know you dont know me but i just wanted to say if he loved you and your child. He would and should be there. You deserve to live your life just as much as he does. Although it may seem hard, youre gonna have to let him go and move on. You and your child should NEVER have to be suffering because of your bf/husband. Just know you arent alone in this. <3
Why does my family always say things to trivialize me and make me feel not important?
My life, my bf, TOMORROW