One thing you don't know about me is......

People usually assume that I am very nice, caring, loving and sweet, but I can turn extremely rude if I have to and if someone deserves it. I am either too sweet or too savage. There is no in between.

I REALLY love beach glass. I could comb a beach for hours while collecting.

that I might be delusional.

For example, I imagine scenarios in my head of an event that I didn't go even though I wanted to. Also I almost watched movies in my dreams! It just that I was thinking about a popular movie like Avengers, so yesterday in my dream I saw that I was watching and living the movie(didn't even finish). Ofc my mind created the story but it was so fun! Lmao!

Yeah I'm weird like that.. sometimes..

I get tired of being with people too easily

I have a hard time trusting people once people betray me then I am done with them. i am on the autism spectrum and proud of it too :) I love apple and been a fan of the company since i had the first iphone 3gs, i love books when i have the time to read that is

I'm actually pretty smart! People think that since I am the youngest in my group of friends that I am the dumbest, which I believe isn't true and it sometimes goes on my nerves a lot.

most people don't know how many musicals i have memorized lmao, i'm a complete nerd for them, especially les mis and hamilton

I am very emotional at times.

I've been living a parallel lif in my head where I'm a famous actress and singer who stars in movies with the same plot as the stories I write and who sings the songs that I write and post online labelled as poems (that's because I'm not a musician nor a singer, but I still write poems that look like songs).

Also, no one knows I've started writing again. I'm trying to convince my family that I've stopped writing for good and that I've thrown away everything I've ever written, but actually I've secretly tried to get back into it for a while, and now I've been working on an old, massive project and I've run a blog for several months.

I'm so jealous of everyone. So, so jealous of how amazing and nice they are. How happy they are. How their friends love them.